Tuesday, December 16, 2008
when pple always say, the more hard and cold u look outside, e more soft and vulnerable the person is. so im just afraid tt the more i appear to dun care, the more i care and im doing it so well that im starting to be able to fool myself into thinking that i dun care anymore... and when e wall breaks, and all the true emotions comes out, that's when im most scared about. i dun wanna cry or get crushed my this stupid thing anymore. i really don't want. so far my only thot to want to protect myself more than anything has been working but did it really work? i really don't know. i don't ever wanna get myself all crying and feeling lame with regards to this matter anymore.
xmas persent for myself: ability to look within myself and see what i really am feeling...
new year resolution: walk away as a happier person.
resolution for next sem: break off from his group as in no more proj tgt. draw a clear line. very visible and clear line!
so who's in with me? hais...
on a lighter note, i received my 1st x'mas present for the season!! hahas!!! thanks sherry!!! love it!! wahahaha... one more addition to my carebear family... wahahaha
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